more time spent in mhc

if mhc isnt one of the worst places arnd, then where will it be?
i am already disgusted by the guard duty arrange for Charlie when i can do 4 guard duties in 7 days. wed skip fri skip sun skip tue. this is the true meaning of burning ur weekend esp when u come back from field camp which already burnt ur previous weekend.

the only fortunate thing here is i am not in Bravo when one can do 3 consecutive days of guard duty. so i wonder how the person actually rests. inhumane?
eugene was given SOL for an offence which i see it as v minor since i also do tt.

3sg has no protection. they only get pressure from everywhere. insults and humiliations come anytime, anywhere regardless if u are right. rank always wins. seniority oso wins. officers will always win specs. play race, play rank, play senioriy, play platoon, play section, play corp, play here play there. fk off..

i will still do my fair share of job even though my complaints pile up everyday. the joy of living in camp is the smile from the jovial recruits. they really make ur day no matter how bad it is.

random?!?!

cascada - truly madly deeply
original song by savage garden.. but i feel tt she sings it better with her style.. kinda more romantic rather than 2 guys singing..

wileen.. gd luck to u.. best wishes for ur new year..
i'll continue to try to forget.. kinda impossible but i'll definitely try harder..

i duno wat to talk abt alr.. mayb edison's photos? he's jus loser who isnt seriously abt r/s, doesnt admit his mistakes n get other girls into trouble. his only interest is in the sexual r/s.. sigh.. pay for ur sins..

twice this guy dialled the wrong number and called me n thinking i am his wife.. haha.. careless mistakes.. kinda funny..

i miss..

post cny eve

chinese new year eve
this is the 1st time in many years tt there was a change. no more visiting secondary sch teachers (thanks to 1SIR again) no more boring sch celebrations but now it is replaced by even boring-er celebrations organised by male adults who generally have no life. some may argue tt they club, but i dun think the active night lifestyle is wat i meant by having a life. anyw, still managed to have a reunion dinner.

this dinner is like any other yr's reunion dinner but the surprise was - my aunt's family is staying over! not for 1 but 2 days! woohoo.. (u noe how i feel, do u?)

thinking back, on cny eve 4 yrs ago, it was the 1st time i met up w wileen. the first time i saw her, the first time i gave her a bday present, the first time i really went out w a girl. those memories emotionalize me.. sigh..

nvm nvm.. a new yr ahead, the same days to past..

no one initiates a conversation w me..

none of my friends want to initiate a conversation w me..
all the sms i've got are from 3sg-s who require updated info on the happening in camp during camp hours. or my mom asking when i am goin home..

ppl like to reply. no one likes to start talking.

sigh.. wat can i do? live with it..

wat comes arnd goes arnd.. everyone gets abit of these n that.. some ppl jus get more..
i am beginning to dislike to be part of tt grp..

i am back home!

back on a fri afternoon, rare but true.. i finally managed to take an off.. woohoo..
finally i break myself free from the environment i dislike. no more petty recruits! i will live by my principles.. if you made a mistake, suck it up and serve the punishment. too bad.. it is jus too bad..

somehow 1sir begins to feel like delta.. they jus always disappoint u.. nvm.. jus suck it up and continue with work..

i miss the company from friends.. but no one is arnd for me.. haha.. too bad for me..

well.. i am tired.. home is a place for me to rest finally.. i love it