dang

it's been a year plus alr n i've received NO comments from anyone.. good.. no one is interested in conversing w me.. mayb they enjoy looking at monologue..

R is for RECRUITS.. when do i look cute? wtf! anyw tts not the main pt.. someone ended up in DB den now transfered to IMH! woohoo, the sadistic charimastic guy is smiling finally! OC at last decided to do a good deed by sending me an asisstant!! woohoo.. my workload decreased!

however whenever OC talks, something bad will come.. the schedule ahead is freaking irritating! wats w the 12k march den a parade? i dun think the REC or even me can take it w 7 plus days outfield n a long march. Talk abt standing still in a parade?!?! wonderful planning again by the first and foremost..

nvm nvm.. it's too late to do anything.. everything is fixed..

guess wat i am back again..

i noe everyone misses reading stuff from me, but i really dun really have time << ok it still makes sense..
anyws, as mr liaw wee loon commented "y u always book out like only 1 day".. sadly but true, my SIR jus dun wanna give me more free time! nvm.. since i advised some not to complain, i shall help her complain.. someone has to be the evil one to complain abt life.. or else who will try to improve life!?! am i jus right or wat!

i felt like a monster on fri night, yelling at every single rec who committed an offence, the slightest offence will receive a loud bombardment followed by some physical training.. i really felt bad tt PS din charge the REC.. nvm.. nvm.. i noe he wont learn, he will have his 2nd chance to be charged.. sorry, i am feeling kinda sadist now.. although when tt REC cried to plead leniency for me, i was a lil soft hearted.. but after a day's thought while doin guard duty, (guard duty "cui" me, so i have to strengthen myself by becoming more cold hearted).. i realise i shud jus whack tt fker hard since he shoot out vulgarities at my face.. personal pride doesnt come first, the chance to charge someone is more exciting.. gd luck.. qk is waiting for his 2nd chance.. i am evil.. thanks to OC..

book out in the morning, book in at night.. there goes my nice break.. wileen's bday is coming.. she wont be free to give me a chance to apply a leave to meet her.. so nvm.. penguin is older again.. how old can she gets man?!?! i really need a person to talk to at night, although my mom is free, i really dun feel like tellin her anythin in case she OVER worries herself n MAGNIFIES the small problem to some MAJOR issue.. nvm.. nvm.. one more wk n i will book out again.. always look on the bright side of qk's life..

i rock

it's a new year

it's a new yr n i think i am expected to have some new yr resolutions or else i wont be able to keep up w the trendy youths nowadays. pop-culture is somethin i think i need to keep pace w or else ppl might say i am some old uncle. wth?! anyw i guess the pop-culture nowadays is so warped. so heck it!

clubbing drinking partying
it's the end of yr with xmas n new yr. so y is there a need for xmas countdown n new yr countdown party? basically it is jus ppl gathering tog drinking dancing making alot of noises or sometimes love? the noise, the booze, the skin n meat. if girls attend these parties dressed w little cloth, y not dun wear at all =D always go extreme!! (random comment)

forget abt the rambling abt these irrelevant topics.. let's get to the pt.. my 10 new yr resolutions
1. be myself
2. drop some bad habits
3. be myself
4. be nice to my family
5. be myself
6. scold my men less
7. be myself
8. stay healthy
9. be myself
last but not least. convince someone to get me a gf
if there is a chance for a eleventh resolution.. i think it would be.. dun lie abt the last resolution.

career (for now)
a lowly paid servant is still paid. tts how u get ur income. so i guess jus do watever is given or arrowed to u n smile. i realise i am a totally diff person w doin work. ppl arent used to my "bankai"s yet. ichigo can stay in tt hollow n remove it as he wishes. so am i!!! but i dun wanna be a strawberry! i guess i would rather be Ulquiorra, so cold. wtf who cares! jus came back from a meal w chuan yuan. a man is a man. totally diff views from an i leader.. mayb i shud think abt wat he said.. but there are too many differences between his views n those under me. the variables for comparisons themselves have too much variance. let's see.. i need a balance..

relationships
familiy - be nice to my parents, my relatives. tts one way to feel gd after work. a weekly gathering is so precious nowadays. even my bday this yr is only spent w my dad. it's hard to get the entire family to b home. everyone is busy w their personal problems. money is something we need to earn. we have to earn it hard. zzz. poor parents.

gf - it's been a year alr. this "there n not there" feeling is still arnd. lonely, qk is lonely, he has nobody for his own!! 2 bdays spent w/o a special someone. the someone not necessarily muz be her (specific) but definitely has to be a her (general). 2 bdays back to back n i am alone. haha. at least i have frens! i have frens! i have frens!

now i guess i am really getting bored. bb.