time to get back on track

i've been gaming for the past 2 mths. i can say it is addiction.. almost more than 15hours a day on RAPPELZSEA.. i liked tt game from the time i played it 2 yrs ago.. the pet and card system is addictive.. anyw, it was more of the party i have.. now the party sort of disbanded as of today.. it shud be a gd sign.. i may play less on this game..

the past month had been so so.. having the last jointed exercise in army, facing some problem w the citizenship application.. having a boring CNY..

well the good news is i am ORDing in 2 days.. freedom at last, which means i have to set new priorities.. i cant be spamming Rappelz whole day long.. i do need some income.. something has to be done..

i need to go out & meet my dear friends too..

improve my relationships w my family.. sigh..

but (ironically) i do see myself slappin myself in my face, gaming alot.. sigh.. busy = less time to waste.. i need to be busy w work..