this was how it went

what happened yesterday

- met up with weeloon yesterday.
- went chevrons to purchase items required for the trip. my credits is left with 50 plus now. sad
- watched painted skin with weeloon, i think i finally made a gd choice over "my best friend's girl". i will talk about the film later.
- went to imm to have an ice cream dessert. it's kind of comical when 2 guys sit down and enjoy their dessert while commenting on the waitress, the other customers.

talking about the film painted skin. it is more of a romance film than a horror flick, though it was adapted from a horror literature. it's all about love.
complicated relationships.

some pp are jus hopeless

i am exasperated!

i just kb him yst abt his phone to the extent i couldnt take it anymore and took off to go home.

the very nxt day, i receive calls

"hi i am dinesh's father, sgt david asked him to come back camp but my son is not feeling well.."
i wonder why when he gives an order, i am the on the receiving end of the parent.
when i asked him to contact david,
"i tried but his phone was uncontactable" thanks david!
so i requested him to call the company to get him.

after a few minutes, the company called me
"qk can u get david, csm wanna see him. he cant be reached."
i wonder whats my role, messenger? relay station?! hello i am taking a break at home?! cant someone give me some peace?!

i feel like strangling someone

it's just 1 plus days

i've only been back for 1 day plus and i feel suffocated. everythin was fine at first but my relationship with david is really getting from bad to worse.

on learning that my appointment is that of a "man" instead of a "commander" really do dishearten me a little. the main problem still lies with the fact that david is in charge. i guess it is my ego at work, i cant stand working under some guy i deem less capable than me, or rather someone who works but leaves a mess for me to settle.

when he is in charge, i dont see a reason why everyone has to approach me when it concerns our team. the leader should be the one being approached, to me, i see myself as jus a worker with more responsiblilities.

i know i am bitching about him now, but i really dont care! i am fed up!

i really cant stand it anymore, his "unreasonable" nature.
1) insisting not on having a good image, contented with his blur style
2) behaving and acting on his own interests
3) inconsiderate and insensitive comments and actions
4) always remain uncontactable - when u need him, u feel frustrated, when others need him, they will get to me, which annoys me!
5) remained at status quo even though i requested him to change nicely
6) remained at status quo even though i yelled and kb him

today i had a tiring time teaching a slow learner, my patience is really getting to my limit and i dont see my prospect of being in the education career. finally when i get to rest, things start to come one by one. one phone call followed by another.

anyw, i was appointed unwillingly to join some lame challenge. unnecessary physical training. life sux! i need to stay at home to breathe in some fresh air.

thats why i took off and went home.. my battery runs low too quickly recently..

a short stay at home

it feels gd.. the bed is truly wonderful..
zzz.. i need to socialise.. with whom? i really dont know..

the course is ending!

i hate to say this, the wonderful course is ending!
no more 8 to 5. no more stayout!

i dont really feel like goin back. i read this somewhere, it takes jus a week to pick up a habit. yeah. i picked up a lot of wonderful habits this week. 10 am is breakfast break. it is a must. 11 plus is lunch and you only return at 1330. after that is somewhat like a nap in the aircon room then you go home at around 1530 to 1730. no more waking up at 0530. sigh. this is really wonderland!

wat a nice night to spend with my old pals. the gang which always stay out late and doesnt really wanna go home. playing winning 11 and got verbally abused. taking public transport with the certain someone home again, priceless!

saturday duty. i dont know if it is a wise decision to get it. a SLACK week, monetary and comfort incentive, alternative WORK i will be doin at home, his r/s issue are the driving force to my YES. anyw i agreed to it, so i will keep my promise. a promise is a promise.

i dont want to return to 1SIR

before i book in

to a certain someone..

i am not as EMO as you think i am..

:D

stay happy n try to enjoy the "hectic" lifestyle

p.s. this time u dun have an EMO with u on the bus ride home..

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i wonder who is free to "entertain" me.. haha
i wonder who is free to spend time with me.. haha
i wonder who is free especially when i am free.. haha

the transformation to the mega irritant is gonna end soon.. i dont have enough spirit to sustain the irritant mode, soon i'll be back to emo king.. zzz

emo king..