i've only been back for 1 day plus and i feel suffocated. everythin was fine at first but my relationship with david is really getting from bad to worse.
on learning that my appointment is that of a "man" instead of a "commander" really do dishearten me a little. the main problem still lies with the fact that david is in charge. i guess it is my ego at work, i cant stand working under some guy i deem less capable than me, or rather someone who works but leaves a mess for me to settle.
when he is in charge, i dont see a reason why everyone has to approach me when it concerns our team. the leader should be the one being approached, to me, i see myself as jus a worker with more responsiblilities.
i know i am bitching about him now, but i really dont care! i am fed up!
i really cant stand it anymore, his "unreasonable" nature.
1) insisting not on having a good image, contented with his blur style
2) behaving and acting on his own interests
3) inconsiderate and insensitive comments and actions
4) always remain uncontactable - when u need him, u feel frustrated, when others need him, they will get to me, which annoys me!
5) remained at status quo even though i requested him to change nicely
6) remained at status quo even though i yelled and kb him
today i had a tiring time teaching a slow learner, my patience is really getting to my limit and i dont see my prospect of being in the education career. finally when i get to rest, things start to come one by one. one phone call followed by another.
anyw, i was appointed unwillingly to join some lame challenge. unnecessary physical training. life sux! i need to stay at home to breathe in some fresh air.
thats why i took off and went home.. my battery runs low too quickly recently..
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