it's a new year

it's a new yr n i think i am expected to have some new yr resolutions or else i wont be able to keep up w the trendy youths nowadays. pop-culture is somethin i think i need to keep pace w or else ppl might say i am some old uncle. wth?! anyw i guess the pop-culture nowadays is so warped. so heck it!

clubbing drinking partying
it's the end of yr with xmas n new yr. so y is there a need for xmas countdown n new yr countdown party? basically it is jus ppl gathering tog drinking dancing making alot of noises or sometimes love? the noise, the booze, the skin n meat. if girls attend these parties dressed w little cloth, y not dun wear at all =D always go extreme!! (random comment)

forget abt the rambling abt these irrelevant topics.. let's get to the pt.. my 10 new yr resolutions
1. be myself
2. drop some bad habits
3. be myself
4. be nice to my family
5. be myself
6. scold my men less
7. be myself
8. stay healthy
9. be myself
last but not least. convince someone to get me a gf
if there is a chance for a eleventh resolution.. i think it would be.. dun lie abt the last resolution.

career (for now)
a lowly paid servant is still paid. tts how u get ur income. so i guess jus do watever is given or arrowed to u n smile. i realise i am a totally diff person w doin work. ppl arent used to my "bankai"s yet. ichigo can stay in tt hollow n remove it as he wishes. so am i!!! but i dun wanna be a strawberry! i guess i would rather be Ulquiorra, so cold. wtf who cares! jus came back from a meal w chuan yuan. a man is a man. totally diff views from an i leader.. mayb i shud think abt wat he said.. but there are too many differences between his views n those under me. the variables for comparisons themselves have too much variance. let's see.. i need a balance..

relationships
familiy - be nice to my parents, my relatives. tts one way to feel gd after work. a weekly gathering is so precious nowadays. even my bday this yr is only spent w my dad. it's hard to get the entire family to b home. everyone is busy w their personal problems. money is something we need to earn. we have to earn it hard. zzz. poor parents.

gf - it's been a year alr. this "there n not there" feeling is still arnd. lonely, qk is lonely, he has nobody for his own!! 2 bdays spent w/o a special someone. the someone not necessarily muz be her (specific) but definitely has to be a her (general). 2 bdays back to back n i am alone. haha. at least i have frens! i have frens! i have frens!

now i guess i am really getting bored. bb.