random events again

computers nowadays are a chore. the laptop decided to throw tantrums. after a disk defragmentation, it made a choice to stay as a black screen forever. switching off the mains and restarting produced the exact same results - black screen. i just hope that it can recover by itself, which is highly impossible. however, it's always good to have hope. hope is equivalent to being optimistic. i dont wish to spend money to fix on technological gadgets anymore. on the other hand, this laptop is definitely necessary for university, which is like no faraway. considering the financial strength of my family, i rather not spend excessively on these equipment. what a dilemma for my over-rested brain.

far away from these troublesome issues, i remembered certain interesting things about a friend i made, a national jc muslim chinese or chinese muslim. it doesnt really matter to me or him. when watching max payne, he jumped from his seat and "screamed" in the cinema when a villian appeared from the darkness to strike the lead actor. that's comical! during the flight back, when the air stewardess offer to pour ice water to his cup. he retracted his cup and the water flowed right, ONTO his friend seated on his right - which was ME, instead of INTO his cup. that was equally comical but really unpleasant for me.

i must admit i have a really extraordinary mom who never fails to annoy me. it's not that i dislike her, but she is definitely as irritating as fly (although she claims it's untrue and really disrespectful, i beg to differ). i shall not elaborate on how her constantly nagging, asking of questions on issues which really did not concern her and her unusually intelligent way of viewing things (which i see as really unintelligent). anyways, she's a great mom who ALWAYS express her feelings to me like how much she missed me when i was away. it's out of the world mushy, i didnt really expect that from a mom. eeeks and yucks! no wonder i have no girlfriend, my mom's aura is preventing them from reaching me. that's not really something i would like. i wonder how would it be like if i really got a girlfriend?! actually i experienced it before, just that she didnt. sigh. forget about girlfriends as for now, it's never an issue i wish to bring up. given the fact i had been listening to emo songs all along, it is easy to trigger that lonely feeling. but anyways, i still have my games to entertain/distract me.

good day, i will be good and hope the laptop decides to wake up from the black screen. be a good laptop!