the mid terms ended..

well it's a good reality check and an opportunity to understand urself better.
this chapter of my pathetic life showed me how fragile i am mentally. i am one who cant face setbacks. wtf. the maths test totally crushed me, dampened my confidence and build up enormous amt of pressure for me to do well. the test tells me how i will be summarised in one word: Fucked

there are lessons learnt from the midterms. since i am graded by jus only 1-2 tests. i muz act like an opportunist. it doesnt really matter if i can solve those problems everyday, if i Fk the test, i will be Fk, no matter how Fking gd i am (if i were one in the 1st place). it is stupid of me to start the day at 6 ante meridien and doin a maths test at 8.30 post meridien without proper rest. this is a FKing gd example of a FKing bad time management. thanks to lack of focus and panicking at the most inappropriate times, i made tonnes of careless mistakes etc. THANKS

for the EG test, well i am blind to miss out on a part of the question. it's really fuckstrating, since it is like dribbling the ball past 3 defenders and round the gk and STOP - refusing to do the simple tap in. WTF

Phy test - the only test i am satisfied w myself. even though there are qns i couldnt do, or having insufficient amt of time to attempt, i managed to solve those i could do. i think so. at least i dont expect much from this test since my phy has always been Fk. lol. i am happy w my performance.

THE F WORD is the most versatile word in the dictionary. lets EMBRACE IT.. lets all go FUCK!