expectations XS

returning from a 1 mth stay really screws a lot of things up. it was supposed to be a happy return, maybe tt's wat i expected it to be. reaching home with a spoilt computer, a laptop which cant log onto the internet and a nokia phone of my dad which cant find the network. with these 3 combined, i am sort of deprived of all kinds of entertainment.

all these troubles were the work of my dear parents. thanx! with the com gone, this means bye bye to my duno how many seasons saved game, plus the photos, songs and much more. at least i still have some photo backups in the laptop. i am so glad tt i managed my files before i left for the 1 mth trip XD.
next, the internet. seriously i dont know how my mom can use the com until it crashes (the com fan isnt functioning now), when her com is dead, she jumps to use my laptop, there she goes again, the laptop cant get onto internet. lol. maybe technology doesnt like her. whatever she uses cant load or jus crashes. fortunately this internet thing is solved on the day i returned. now i am connected XD.
the phone issue is the best! since my dad's phone is "dead" w/o network, he jus simply uses mine! woohoo! then what do i use? the first day really sux, with the dead internet & phone, i cant contact anyone esp when there is a gathering the next day! at least for now, i am using my uncle's retired phone. well 2 problems of mine have been solved. i shud be happy though.

nokia phone! i have to fix u! went to causeway pt nokia care service while meeting up w weeloon. thanx nokia! the service is off tt day.. only on tt day.. so nice of them XD.. i didnt go down again since it is like raining everyday. i shall wait for a fine sunny day to fix the troublesome thing.

i thought my mom was so thoughtful when she replied to my plans for the wk. monday, class gathering, tuesday kbox, wed, thu, fri all should be gathering and stuff. she said i can like play for 1 wk since most male frens are goin army alr. need some gathering. woohooo fun for 1 wk!

it is like jus 3 days then she started nagging tt i am not planning my time properly. everyday keep playing, slp so late, wake up late too. when i wake up early, she nags tt i dun do productive things. saying i am really so free and nothing to do to the extent to piece a jigsaw puzzle. waking up late means a "black face" and a "nasty" tone waiting for me.

i swear tt i will never talk to my mom abt my plans and thoughts abt my future. the more i tell her, the more nasty things she can say to "get back" to me. the most terrible thing is i have to act normal even though i feel quite hurt by some of her comments. sigh. i keep learning this lesson, the more u talk, the more u suffer.

i really feel like locking myself up in my room, isolate myself from this mom claiming she is so nice and thoughtful. i dont deny sometimes she is, but now she isnt.

i think i have really grown up, this bday is the most unusual bday ever. first time in 12 yrs to do it back in china again. a bday w/o alot of gifts. haha. (i am dropping hints to frens alr ah... hahaha lol) the money i received for my bday, most are given away to my relatives who took care of me in the 1 mth stay. they do deserve the money, and i dont need so much. haha. i am always nt v concerned w alotof money. if there is enough to survive, i think i am fine w it.

bringing my cousin over later. however, there is perc dinner. mayb i shud jus bring him there too? i dont know.. brain has to process too many things. XD
i shall write again nxt time..