matching, mixing, maturing, meeting..

sometimes ppl are jus diff..

i bought chocolate chip cookies for my mom.. i guess she'll like it.. it's tasty isnt it? to my surprise, my mom dislikes it and ate her red bean "su" (which are like powdery?).. she asked me if i wanted some, it jus turns out tt i dislike tt powdery feeling.. haha.. i am too rigid w my mom.. it has to be.. i told her never to worry abt my book in n book out timing.. i noe when i haf to leave the house.. she doesnt need to plan for me.. but she always like to tell me when i should leave.. if she can decisively tell me when to leave, i am perfectly fine w it.. she always turns it into a discussion n ask me for opinion n bla bla bla.. zzzz.. habits doesnt change.. a leopard never changes its spots.. my mom will remain tt way.. (i shud jus be more tolerating..)

diff races haf their own racial personality.. habits.. their own perspective of seeing things.. n own interpretation of tones of others.. the way they joke arnd.. sadly, i haf to admit i think i cant get along well w indians.. no offence n no racial disharmony here.. indian culture may be quite conflictin w the chinese mindset.. i am unsure of tt too.. mayb jus an observation.. i guess tts why racial harmony is impt to stamp out on these differences between races and avoid conflicts when everyone can understand the cultures and behavior types of other races.. (sounds so NE)

when u go thru NS... mayb u really mature alot.. w freedom taken away for most of the wk.. being compelled to do things which u may not wanna do.. requiring high lvl of discipline and stuff lidat.. spending less time w ur family n frens.. when u see them again.. u sort of treasure them.. although the intensity of "treasure" varies for each.. but it's there..

i had this thought.. to walk arnd in town.. waitin for a chance to meet her by coincidence.. it's impossible to ask her out.. jus hoping for an alternative for meeting.. meet up by coincidence provides more "surprise" elements rather than awkwardness.. today walkin in town w lousy, i met ronald n jiekai at 2 diff places.. last time i met teh han.. such coincidence do occur frequently.. so i guess i might be lucky once or twice to see her? naive thought.. but isnt tt kinda swt? if lun pin's classmate can be my bed buddy in sispec.. why cant i bump into her in town or any common place she might go? haha.. wish myself luck! haha.. a line from dan brown's DIGITAL FORTRESS - everything is possible, the impossible just takes longer

i will achieve my goals - by waiting..