round 1c of bidding is a total failure. i attribute it to my indecisiveness.. damn i am like a pussy, scared of putting in points.. wtf qk u suck!
i realise i am in some trouble again.. but it can be solved somehow at the expense of something.. a rare chat w my mom gave me some strength.. tts y they always say ur family is always the one u can depend on.. i wont b a bastard to my family members anymore.. this time i am real, i mean it.. i will tell my mom whatever she askes even though i am totally against it.. (contradicting?)
this episode made me realise i am still an immatured kid.. or i should say not fully matured.. i've made some resolutions.. i will fulfil them.. i muz resist all temptations.. i am growing up again?!
well i do see hope in my tutorial grp and the ppl in my bioeng department.. i promise i will cut down on being a nuisance and kpkb less.. make less racist remarks (but i seriously meant it as a joke but not targeting a certain race).. anyw i apologise for my immature behaviour..
optimistic!!!
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