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time management is something which i cant grasp at all. i love to squander time. a few hours of circuits get me nowhere, left me frustrated after tryin for several times. the nxt morning, everythin seems to be in place. the answers revealed themselves with jus one try. lesson learned, do circuits when u are fresh and focused.

clashes. there is only 24 hours a day. i've allocated them in a haphazard manner in which i require total discipline to squeeze time here and there for revision. time flies and the best of all is my disicpline is much left to be desired. mayb SAF is required for this..

talkin abt SAF, dennis has evaded CSM course. hopefully it doesnt end up to be me. although i have this omen saying it is COMING. i dont really like this organisation/or singapore as a whole in their empty promises. i think i am becoming more influenced, losing faith in the country where i grew up in. mayb my roots are still back in china. well, i guess i am still nowhere. sense of belonging is a mutual thing. sry china, i dont see myself as any part of u. as for sg, it's kinda disappointing. PM's talk abt new immigrants i guess is only cater for those who arrived recently. for those who lived for like 10yrs, u are just expendable. well, how can i forget when tt ICA lady said to me the other day. mayb it's just her views, but she represents the govt (ICA) so (why am i still on this topic)..

in conclusion, i still dont have a sense of belonging.. rejected goods.. lol..