nice day

had a nice morning w happy 3 frens.. when happy 3 frens saw me.. then they dun look so happy.. yien was as usual.. so mean.. the moment she saw me, started laughin.. my new hairdo isnt tt cmi la.. grace complained abt the rain.. den there went yien.. leaving me alone in mac.. wth.. sarah came later n had breakfast.. it wasnt as gd as i expected it to b.. anyw, i am thankful they agreed to a meetin w the all wonderful qk =D i promise i wont accept sarah's suggestions anymore.. meeting for breakfast is dumb.. need to wake up so early and travel to a weird place jus to haf breakfast.. mac breakfast isnt v nice too..

the day b4, had dinner w val n bumped into penguin.. not bad.. saw 2 ppl in 1 day.. nice dinner.. went alfred's house to do some catching up.. scouts arent tt bad right?! lol

then came the best part of the day!!! i asked miss koh out!! lol.. after some "rubbishy" persuasion, she agreed to meet me for lunch.. isnt tt wonderful?! she's always so nice to entertain me =D however, qk needs to boost his ego abit.. so this means i am charismatic n persuasive!! lol
waited for the VIP at lot1 for a long long time.. n guess who spotted me.. samuel goh from MOHAWK.. after knowing i am bookin in on wed.. he #$@%$% abt leopard sayin we are jus too slack.. qk believes in leopard.. everyone loves leopard.. everyone loves qk too..

the lunch wasnt v gd.. but the talkin after lunch was wonderful.. sitting by the kiddo swimming pool n talking.. w the breeze n the scenary.. i duno if i bored my listener w my talking but i felt good.. i hope she felt good oso.. (if u read this u can tell me if u felt gd anot).. anyw, u can bring him to sit there n talk too.. gd ambience.. esp at nite.. jus find an interesting topic.. u haf to fuel the convo.. gd luck..

at nite, my dad commented for the past 5 days.. he din manage to haf dinner w me.. i feel guilty.. yeah.. had dinner w my family in front of the tv.. lol.. at least i made my parents happy for once.. i feel gd again..

i always felt gd abt army.. booking in will be fun.. however, i guess the time spent by the pool made me think otherwise.. to me, it really felt like the way i wanted all my outings to be like.. having convo w ppl.. at a nice place.. jus talking.. mayb the convo may b kinda dumb.. i need to find new interesting topics to fuel convos.. anyw, convos can work well if u talk abt things u've been thru.. ur experiences for a certain event.. i am lookin forward to the next book out.. to hear stuff.. or share stuff.. i miss ppl..

i need to break tt barrier.. or help wileen break tt barrier.. i want to talk to her literally hear her voice.. do i sound desperate? lol..

i need to focus to get back to the NS mode.. get high.. highly explosive.. energy burst.. i am the MOTIVATING force for everyone.. i am the engine of the machine.. i am the GREAT!!!