failed mission

MY MISSION FAILED.. qk u are jus a big failure..

it is hard to find someone who understands me..
it is even harder to find a gal who understands me..
so basically.. qk.. stay single.. u need time to understand urself too..

being alonely sets u thinking..
when u thinking alone.. u always think negatively..
when things are all negative.. (i oso duno wat will happen)

i jus haf this feelin tt there is somethin undone.. i am nt v sure wat it is..
i think i can understand y ppl do hurt themselves when they feel low n stuff..
fret not worry not! i am not those kind who will hurt myself physically.. it's PAIN u noe..

it has been raining for an entire afternoon, evening, nite, now even midnite.. my heart has been hurting since it started raining.. rain gives me pain..

sigh.. it feels quite sad to haf rejections from almost virtually everyone.. no one wants to go out w me.. well they haf their reasons.. which is 100% acceptable.. haha.. but it jus feel kinda sucky to be alone.. XD.. no one has to accommodate me.. i do not wish ppl to accommodate me too..

qk, learn to be smarter.. being nice or simply too nice (crossin the line) isnt gonna get u anywhere.. ultimately.. u will feel dumb.. NO VULGARITIES.. NO SWEARING.. phew.. i managed to control qk..

wileen isnt the right gal for me.. i will have to admit it now.. memories will stay.. how i wish i could erase them..

@!$#@#$%@#%$# can u JUST stop raining!!! damn u! the one up there!