i haf to write this down before i forget..

as for today (tuesday), i woke up at 11 plus i guess.. msn awhile.. eat breakfast+lunch.. den i went to slp again.. (dun remind me tt it's a pig's lifestyle.. dun insult pigs.. they live a more fulfillin life than me) i had a dream before i fell aslp..

is it day-dreaming? or i was half aslp.. w tt dream.. n when i opened my eyes.. i feel really fresh.. like i did not fall aslp at all.. it doesnt matter.. the most impt part abt the dream is tt.. i dreamt of 05s79 as a class.. in some lecture theatre.. appears to be in sch but i am quite sure the interior of the LT isnt the sch's. however the exterior is.. dreams are really amazing..

the contents of the dream is wat i dun wish to talk abt.. it isnt v nc16 or m18.. mayb some might not accept it.. the keyword is might.. (i accept it though).. well.. i will haf the story told halfway.. happy guessing everyone.. dont u jus love suspense and mystery! (i dont)

while i was having dinner. this thought came across my mind.. i wanted to go running later.. n i did.. (as i mentioned in the previous post) my imaginations ran wild.. how did i even think of tt..

i was thinkin if i ran in the park.. which i think shud be v secluded at nite.. v dark.. den some dark guy (i duno why it has to be a dark guy too) will sneak attack me from behind n rape me.. (the idea of me being raped by a guy never came across my mind except for during dinner today).. damn.. den i wondered, will i be traumatized? den will i be exempted from NS? phobia of guys.. or specifically tt part.. or will i be v afraid of dark guys.. how will ppl think of me suddenly exempted from NS? wats the reaction of those arnd me.. i'm sure some will feel disgusted.. i think i will feel disgusted too.. how will i react as a victim? i am unsure too.. i subconsciously told myself i will jus let it go.. will i? i wonder again..

on hindnote..i wont even experience this kinda incidents.. so y bother thinkin so much?!

however, i seriously wonder how do we actually think? how does the brain think? y do i haf such a dream abt ppl (drop hint: a girl) in class.. the image in the dream was so realistic..

anyone wants a discussion? lol