when qk is bored.. he does stuff to make himself feel worse..

i totally agree w the title of this entry..
i always observe qk.. i am his admirer.. i am qk..

y do u haf to go online n see someone online n talk to someone?
even if u talk to someone.. dun ask qns u noe she wont answer?!
n express some of the thoughts u felt abt the convo.. are u jus stupid?!

if u wish to end ur day w some crappy low feeling.. jus do it alone w/o affecting someone else..
mayb she wasnt affected - this thought ends u in deeper shit..
if she was affected - u feel like shit too.. "win-win" situation.. qk, u are really in v v v deep shit..

since u are alr in this state.. jus continue w it? i owe someone an apology n a better explanation.. i jus hate qk for being so curious to find out certain answers even when the answers have no use in changing the situation or anything.. answers will lead to more qns.. vicious cycle.. i knew it.. n yet qk wants to get himself into such messy situations.. he deserves to be smacked..

u are useless.. really useless..