i've finally fallen

i had fever today.. 38 degrees C w headache, aching n feelin weak all over. i finally went to see the MO and got myself a status.. some may find it great (attend C), cos u can get away from the mundane tekong life n spend ur day at home. i guess i would rather stay in camp n be illness free.. the discomfort from the fever, headache, diarrhea and feelin weak all over is of a higher intensity than the discomfort of tekong life.. furthermore, the cost of the trip home (taxi) is shocking.

interesting things happened today. a bat flew into the bunk in the morning.. hit the fan and landed on bed5. then it managed to regain consciousness and flew again.. this time it hit another fan and landed on bed9. unfortunately, it died this time (i guess.. i was too sick to be concerned abt the bat).. the bat has fallen too..

the MO was quite pissed off w me.. cos i disturbed his slp.. he asked me w a frown "cant u wait another 2 hours?" i can understand tt he needs rest, however, if u wanna be a doctor. u shud be mentally prepared for such scenario when u r deprived of ur slp time. i was feeling so uncomfortable, hoping to seek treatment as early as possible.. n yet he can say such insensitive words like cant u wait? so much for professionalism.. i doubt he will make a gd doctor in future..

it is official tt i got myself gold for ippt.. 9:36 for 2.4km.. i am happy for myself.. i guess some others dun share my joy given from the remarks i received from one.. i believe in first impressions.. when he said tt to me.. my first impression is he was really pissed off w me getting gold.. mayb he doesnt see i possess the qualities of getting gold.. or the world is unfair to him.. depriving him of a chance of gold.. i wonder y he is so agitated w me getting a gold.. it is jus a recognition of ur physical status.. in another words.. my overall fitness is better than him :D

attend C for today.. attend B for another 2 days.. when it comes to 24k march.. my status will be day 2.. will they allow me to join in?