sick again.. tts really horrible..

block leave - a period of enjoyment. for me, it is the beginning of suffering. i am sick again.. zzzz

sat was wonderful. attended kathy's wedding. interesting church wedding with lots of repetition of this line "man shall leave his father n mother, shall joint unto the wife.. and the 2 shall become 1 in flesh". since it is church wedding, i accept it tt praising the lord is necessary for the christians even when it comes to wedding.

as for my perspective of a wedding. the ceremony, sayin "i do", exchangin of the rings and the kiss are enuf. i jus felt tt the speech was abit over.. i jus feel tt the groom and the bride are the certain stage.. n not god (no offence)..

spent sunday slpin at home n watchin tv.. took my temperature.. 38 degrees C.. wow.. i got fever again.. din manage to see the doc.. hope the temperature drops tml.. i need to be healthy.. my "holiday" muznt be spent at home recuperating!

back to sat.. met up w so many classmates.. the girls become prettier the guys become more handsome.. (yeah i am a great liar).. haha.. anyw.. quite alot of ppl are ill.. flu.. cough.. etc.. get well soon (to myself).. it feels so nice to meet ur old frens again.. it has been quite awhile since i last saw mr liaw.. lol.. hopefully we can meet for the last time before i serve NSF again..

had been listening for shakira's underneath your clothes for the past hour.. reminded me of sec sch.. sec 2 holidays playin games and listening to songs.. at tt time, life revolved round games.. slacking.. being alone wont make u think of any girl.. free from those (self-imposed) troubles..

hope.. always comes and goes.. a movie trip request made.. reply was "we'll see".. mayb i am jus being too naive.. we'll see jus means no.. a less hurtful way of rejection.. a confirmation of the movie trip made.. reply was "busy recently, dun feel comfortable goin out 1 on 1" well.. i really haboured too much hopes.. i really need to slap myself to wake myself up..

it really feels great to noe tt someone cares for u.. defending u always.. standing up for u.. weeloon u are so blessed.. lol.. i got scolded becos i said "nasty" stuff abt u.. haha..

there is this dilemma.. next sat.. either i go out w weeloon or join platoon 4 at sentosa.. it's been wks since weeloon was tryin to ask me out.. if i din go for the platoon outing.. some may jus say i am anti-social.. i hate sweeping statements made.. esp against me.. let's see if it is possible to attend both.. lol.. anyw.. it jus mean more $ spent.. sigh..

ocs.. pls.. ocs.. some go for the pride.. some go for the rank.. some, like me.. go for the $..