finding peace

it had been really long since i last posted an entry. I had lots of stuff to blog about for the past few weeks but the mood wasnt right. let me think what i have to say before i go to bed now, tomorrow is a brand new day whereby DELTA awaits me.

after last night, i became quite emotional suddenly. all the annoyance of administrative work and the prospect of spending 11 weeks in a stupidly regimental company disappeared after a night's rest. i had been watching bleach for the past few days. fighting for your love ones, fighting for your friends. forget about the fighting technique, they are jus the usual anime style, the plot is really not bad, no wonder people like bleach.

i completed watching 大清风云, all the fighting for the throne leads to the realisation of 1 thing - all you need is love. in the end, everyone will die due to age, illness etc. jus live your life happily and enjoy it with your loved ones. sibling love, love of lovers, motherly love, the secondary needs of human is fame and power. primary needs still revolves around emotional needs - love.

well i guess i have an idea how i should act when i am in the new company with new people around me. spread the love. dont be selfish. dont show any that stupid attitude of mine. even if it doesnt benefit me, do it if it benefits others. when others slack, try not to join in the fun. new resolutions. hopefully i am determined enough to follow what i preach now on this virtual platform. qk is great. he is great.

friendship. weeyin the violent winnie. this part is jus for you if you so happened to read it. it has been 2 years or so and amazingly we still keep in touch. i cant help it to tease you about being violent especially when it is an universal truth. no doubt you are gentle at times but sorry to annoy you again, you did give me a punch. a punch which began this so called friendship. wth, this is freaking emo. i am going to cry!!! anyways, talkin to you yesterday helped a lot. the content of our conversation and how i've changed has got no relevance at all. but at least, you are there to "entertain" me. i guess you are the only one who will stay up so late, and not on stealth mode for me to "disturb" when i am in the best of moods. thank you. sian this is too emo again, i started crying already!!

wth again! it's 1:30. 4 more hours left for me to sleep? ok goodnight folks!

once again, qk is great..