how would i describe this wk? time wasting.. inefficiency.. promises not met (betrayal).. signs of inhumanity.. stupidity.. and once again this word i have been using frequently.. Demoralising..
time wasting - self explanatory.. it has always been like this.. there arent any changes made.. it was left to be like that all the time..
inefficiency - it has been another significant symbol of the force
betrayal - when they make promises and say they will do something for us.. it is jus packs of lies.. they wont do it.. they will ignore you when you try to alert/notice them abt the issues..
signs of inhumanity - no nights outs and intention to bring in extra training even after wasting half a wkend of the trainee..
stupidity - calling out all the 190+ names, alerting the trainees on their details, after that stated he will paste the detail sheet on the board for the trainees to look at them..
demoralising - witnessing others having nights out.. witnessing others having canteen breaks while i have to prepare stores..
today i had hours of free time doin nothing n listenin to conversations of others.. "i cant take it anymore" was all i could say when i overheard a group having an intellectual talk abt maths n abt infinity and how wonderful certain ideas are.. how walmart, google are goin to be powerful.. how they monopolize their business.. bla bla bla.. sry for this ignorant comments coming up - so wat if others can monopolize business.. u cant do a thing to stop them.. since some alr mentioned more capital will eventually make you last longer thus giving you an advantage at the start.. so it is quite impossible to turn the tables.. lamenting/feeling excited how zai these companies can monopolize, wat can it do? it isnt practical to help u in anything.. i will be really appreciative if those ppl could stop discussing on a topic which will not end up on any conclusions.. i need some peace.. basically men are selfish.. i need my peace.. (i state tt i am not against any of those ppl in the discussion.. jus tt i dun like some of their accents..)
on the bus back to civilisation.. i saw groups of foreign workers (in their hostels) coming out to have fun on the fields.. playing cricket, soccer or even having a hair cut.. i see them like us NSF.. compelled to work with low pay.. having communal living.. a cluster of males enjoying the weekend out tog.. having fun and enjoying w minimal resources.. basically a break from the mundane and I MUST EMPHASIZE the "forced" lifestyle can really satisfy a man.. poor foreign workers..
i have been missing her slightly recently.. i guess after the uncomfortable and dirty trainings and msgin potential replying personnels, only she replied.. n quite quickly in the midst of studyin for an exam.. i guess it's her nature to reply others if she gets a msg.. a habit.. a habit i am appreciative of.. although there isnt much for us to sms abt.. the reply was sufficient to feel much better..
my mom fixed the com.. great.. =D actually i oso duno why it is great..
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